Thursday, October 4, 2007

back to my life....

Well,this is life......... there is a moment when i m about to leave from home within minutes with a bit of excitement and lots and lots of emotions growing every second,then a moment when i m on train with friends ,whom i met after a long long time,lots of chat and gossip,programs for time ahead, then next morning i m back to my alma mater,for another 2 months or so,with a bit of frustration over the climate at kgp,and excitement to meet other friends.

yes, this is it......, i enter my new home,AZAD ,with a new room,new roomie,new mess,new neighbors............lots of unknown people around,some curious to know me,some just as arrogat ass they can be, and life goes on.......time passes as i interact with guys around,get to know their hometown,their habits and hobbies.......i ran for the first time in my life in a race ,and to my own surprise i get to know i m a good runner.......yes this is life,i never knew i can run 9 km at a go,i never knew i can dance too.......with lots of discoveries over myself time just slipped by my hand..then all of a sudden i came to realise i have exams too,heheheeee..... this is life,i forgot the soul aim of my stay a kgp,or rather i was much happier not to remember it,neways...with a very tight schedule ,exams just came and passed by,then elections and other formalities.....a lot of things happened in between which made me realise by goddies and pitfalls...birthday just came and passed,except for the heavy birthday bumps i got everything was just as normal as i t can be,same schedule,a lot of work,a lot of phone calls and msg's added to the moments to cherish....and now after this whole period of 2 months at last i got my peace of mind and calmness of heart, at 1:30 am ,to look at my own blog.......i cant explain how happy i m with present state of mind,how happy i m when i realise how smart and tough i have been over my own expectations to pass this 2 months,how difficult it was to get some words of praise from a persons mouth,and i got it...kudos to myself....this is life.....
u never know the time ahead can bring u with a smile on face or with a sorrow hidded deep to be revealed to the outer world........ yes this is it,some one has rightly said
हर पल में पयार है ,
हर लमहे में ,ख़ुशी है ,
रो के खो दो तो यादें है,
हँस के जीं लो तो जीनदगी है ,