30% engineer

well,another semester passes away, quicker than my imagination,with a lot of memories to cherish, many big lessons,many short queries,some riddles unsolved,many infinte jiggles......
infact at times i feel,my five years of life at stolen by this kgp campus,the only time back i remember i had to kill was the one month break at home.though the very basic question i feel i that "have i learnt anything relating a technocrat after being 30 % engineer".the anser is probably no,i am more or less on the same knowledge platform,except some rubbish formulas have deeply penetrated my mind,to thrash my creativity and imagination.someone said back to me"nehru made IIT to collect all ignited minds at a place and dumb them all ".
well ya i have learn some extra acads stuff,for which i guess IIT is truly known for.or may be it was just me who missed the bus,may be my colleges have learnt some think here .
hard to comment,anyways
happy holidayzzz

I hate semiconductor course :(

I seriously hate semiconductor devices course,i hate the way its framed,the way its taught,and the way its graded.donno it was who's god damn idea to write 300 pages of theory with hell lot of formulas for a junction with size of few nanometers........huhhhhhhh...cant help...every time i darre to open the book i feel so sleepy that i cant do anything else....i donno whom to blame,cos its such a maggu thing that i read the whole 120 pages chapter that was fully devoted to a chaotic deplection junction but couldnt get a single good fundoo thing out of it,rather it was a bit of formulas that strugggled to go inside my mind.....n this is not only my problem.....its the problem of whole batch....i donno whether the prof is blind or what but the whole class is sleeping,or rather made to sleep during the lecture...i guess the people who took this as breadth must have had sleeplessness.with 4 more days to go for endsems every other guy i talk to about this course the reply is"yaar poora chapter padh liya par kutch samajh nahi aya,jab bhi book kholta hoon neend a jati hai,frusssssssst".today we were to submit the assignment and at most 4-5 guys did it for themselves rest all took theirs and copied in the class right under the nose of prof,infact many of them just came gave their attendence and ran from the back door..this is it......even i had a cool nap in the class,but cant blame my self......really this course sucks.with big bolting diagrams and graphs througout this book, i donno are we here just to go for research or what?cant things be made simple?is it necessary to extrapolate every n-type regoin till it gets pinched of and we end up in few more hundreds of equations....

SPEED ........ my passion

back from a memorable homestay...happy n fresh ....i thought the very first day something missing....some thing very important to me.....can u guess it ...it was a bike...haaa,well,it may sound funny,but that's it,SPEED has been my passion for long,how long even i do not remember.....when i was a kid i was once asked by some relatives "beta ,kya banoge bade ho kar",i replied almost instantly,"pilot" ,they asked me why,n ,i was qiuck again,"kyonki aeroplane ,tez,bahut tez udta hai".
same was my dream till 10th class, was i learnt about the NDA exams,for which one has to clear medical test's and all stuff,i was taken abak ,by the information,because,i was sure they would send me right back.........:(( .some one told me why dont u try for an engineering in aeronautics,at such small age it was so easy to divert the mind,and i landed to kgp with my b.tech, not in aerospace,but electronics,i feel amazed at my self,but there is still a hope i could clear a post graduae exam for air force,the problem is same ,physical fitnss,for which i just need to gain weight,not much difficult, is it? at times i used to dream of a day,when i would be standing with other army pilots in a row,with chest protuding out,and a keen eye n ear to the words spokn by the commandent,"who will take up the challange ,against the enemies",and i would get a chance,to fly higher than any one had ever flee,faster than the thought of the enemy,crush any one with my zeal.....................
but ,here i m ,sitting in my room,just happy wid my dreams,though i have lived up to my passion a bit,twice i got oportunity this year to go on a long drive,on KARIZMA,and rest u can imagine,it feels so great to with winds passing by at such a speed that,hairs fall back,cheeks are pushed in,and eyes just have a gloomy view,milometer crossing 130kmph,on a clean ,clear,empty highway at the midnight 12,this is something i can cherish all my life,it may soud stupid,but i felt soo great after the ride,happy that i have great senses,and i was fast,soo fast that people barely had a look, who's riding.
they fact that bikes are not allowed in kgp was also a shock to me during admission,cant help,at most i could do ,was to by a racing bicycle,and try my luck hard to have some fun,n ,that's what i have done?
CAN ANYONE TELL WHY AREN'T BIKES ALLOWED IN CAMPUS,ITS FIN IF THEY IMPOSE A HELL LOT OF TRAFFIC RULES,BUT PLLZ GET THE RULE CHANGED!!!